Have you ever had a long night of the soul? Where you watch every hour tick by, where you walk the halls and cry out to Jesus?
That was last night for me.
I’ve never been so excited to see 6am in my life! The time the hospital begins to wake up…when there’s At least activity and you know you’re not alone.
The truth of the matter is, I have never been alone, not once. My good and gracious Father God has been here with me, speaking to me and providing for my every single need.
So why was I discouraged this morning?
Other than the obvious lack of sleep, my focus was off. I could only think about my physical suffering. So when a friends text sent me to this verse

It was what I needed to get that 1 degree back on track.
My God is good and not because I get what I want, but because He gives me what I need!
Also THANK YOU FOR PRAYING!
The NG tube DID come out this morning!
I showered and am in my own pajamas!!!
Today’s request is that my body can handle the liquid diet with no complications. I have eaten or drank anything since Wednesday so I’m being kind to myself by allowing my system to wake back up.
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